i'm not a cat person, i swear.

It's that weird limbo in between christmas and the other holiday of sheer expectation that i usually try to avoid... new years eve.
I usually try to avoid the resolutions and the countdown. I never feel any different from one second to the other. I just end up with champagne up my nose and that sinking feeling that I have no idea where to go from here.

I'm officially laid off. Me and about 9 percent of ohio. So I guess I'm in good company. But then again, at the same time, I'm out there with my fellow ohioans standing in line to all apply to the new strip mall tool emporium that will probably end up filing for bankruptcy because even their employees can't afford to buy anything there.

And usually I'm not a cat person, but this black and white cat has found me and I like her. I can't tell is she's staring at me to comfort me or to lull me back to sleep. Either way, getting out of bed is getting harder every day.