I can't shake this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. I know I shouldn't care, but I'm having trouble with dealing with things as of late.

I feel this overwhelming pressure building up to the point where I can't breath. I don't know, maybe it's just allergies but it's getting hard to swallow too. I'm going to get a neti pot today to see if that helps.

But really what's bothering me is a bad review. Well, I'm not sure that it's bad. 3 stars isn't bad, right? I mean, that's like a B- or something. It's not what I was going for.
Back to the beginning-- I'm on localharvest, which is how I sell my shares and meat and whatnot. I've been dying for a review for awhile, but then when one finally came, I'm not sure what I expected.
I mean, she said what I already knew. And she got the cheapo smallest size you could get. You could see the look on her face when she picked up her basket that was smaller than everyone else's and I knew it couldn't feed her as a vegetarian or her two toddlers and husband.

But I just don't like seeing every other farm around getting 5 stars and glowing reviews and my lonely 3 star review being a -thanks but no thanks- note.



ok..... i'm not going to let it ruin my day. well, i'm not going to let that and my overdraft park account ruin my day. ugh.

I'm also kinda freaking out because I read that you can't feed scraps to pigs. It's against the law. But Travis works at an old people's home and he collects everything fresh off the plate and feeds it to the pigs. I guess that's not allowed. Only table scraps from your household. So now I'm looking at my four little piggies going -now what?

i need to turn around. i need to get out of bed. i need a shower. i need screens in my windows. i need to take the dog out. i